Monday, December 17, 2007

A little emotional?

Ooops! Note to self: NEVER post at night when I'm tired and emotional. It makes everything come out more negative than I mean to. Oh well, live and learn.

I was a little tired and cranky last night if you couldn't tell. Maybe I was PMSing or something. But there were credible reasons that I was cranky.

I got up earlier than I wanted on a Sunday morning. I had plans at my house, so I had to leave Mike's place instead of spending my weekend with him. After Jen & Glenn left, I was exhausted and still had a loaf of banana bread to make.
Then I had to do the dishes. And the kitchen hadn't been cleaned in weeks - it was GROSS! So I cleaned the kitchen and the living room and my bedroom. I did 3 loads of laundry. I sorted through the recycling from Mike's place so that it would be ready to take to the dump. Then Beth came home and walked on the newly mopped kitchen floor - even though the mop was sitting ACROSS the entrance to the kitchen. (AHHHHHHH!!!!) So then I had to clean up the dirty footprints in the kitchen. Then I started putting together the Christmas gift for Mike and I cut my finger when I was almost done and got blood all over it, so I had to start over. Once I finished the second one and put the stuff in it, it doesn't look as good as I was hoping it would so I'm not happy with it. Then Mike called at 9p to say good night and I realized that I hadn't eaten dinner because I was waiting for him to call to meet up for dinner and he never did. And then I mentioned that I was disappointed that we didn't have a Christmas tree and he took it that I was blaming him for that, but it's more that I'm just disappointed that I haven't been able to do this one thing for myself because I've been doing all sorts of stuff for other people. And he didn't seem to care that we don't have a tree, even though it's important to me, so that made me sad.

And that's why I was cranky and tired last night. I think it was at least a little justified. Right? :)

2 comments:

Taunya said...

Aww, you poor thing! *hugs* I can see why you were a bit cranky last night, and yeah, it's justified, but as long as it's not aimed at me, I think you're always justified in being cranky :P

I love you!

Taunya said...

Sorry :P Having computer issues today! :P Don't mind me :)