Do you ever feel stuck in life? Stuck in your career? Stuck in your friendships? Stuck in a lease? Stuck in a situation that you can't change?
I took the day off today to kind of have a mental health day. It really just made me realize that I'm bored with what I do every day and that I want to do something to change that. I'm not sure what that means and I'm not sure how to figure it out. I'm just going to spend a lot of time in prayer about my life and where He wants me to go.
I love doing graphic design, but I'm bored in my job right now. Maybe if I went back to school that would help, but I don't know. Maybe I just need to change companies and do design for someone else. I sometimes feel like the choices I've made have put me down a pretty stagnant road.
I'm ready for some chance in my life. I'm ready to get the next stage of my life going, but I don't know what that stage is. Does that mean marriage and kids? does that mean picking up and moving from SD? Does that mean just sitting back and waiting for life to happen to me? I'm tired of sitting around waiting and I'm tired of my life. I don't know why I'm so despondent today, but it sucks.
I wish I could be the happy girl that everyone loves all the time. Oh well! I've got to get my act together and go lead small group soon. Maybe that will help some. I'll keep ya posted...
Just being...
Who Am I?
- Jenifire
- San Diego, CA, United States
- I'm just a girl with random thoughts about life that I wanted to share. There's nothing too exciting about me!
2 comments:
How about... you save some gold...er money and you come fly to prague for a week in February and we hang out and have girl time (ie. no Mike... Love you Mike!)
Did you ever wonder why I travel so much? Or Why I moved to Prague in the first place? I just can't sit still, and being in a place for more than 2-4 years gets me all antsy, like I'm slowly being eaten by a boa constrictor! :)I hate changing jobs myself, but maybe some night school would be good for you :) It gives you a chance to meet different people and do different things.
Or, you can pick up a um, damn, my english is failing me.. pamplet(?) or something free that has things that are happening in your area, and try to go do something new that you've never done before. That was fun :) Hyc and I did that for a couple months in SB and I had a lot of fun.
But seriously, come to Prague, I can give you a free place to stay and CHEAP food (the beer here is cheaper than the water, it's sick) and we can just hang out and I can show you Prague :) Maybe we can run to Germany or something :)
Hey! where's my "i'll keep you posted"? It's been a week! :P
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