Have you ever loved someone so much that they never do anything wrong? And when they hurt you or disappoint you, you just get over it? Yeah, well, that's me tonight.
I work hard at what I do. I don't manager people. I don't manager processes. But I work hard.
Not only do I work hard at my career, but I work hard at my life. I give everything I have to my life. I give everything I am to those I love. I listen after a long day of my own to the frustrations of others. I share the joy of successes. I share my heart and everything on it. I take care of everyone and everything in my life, no matter who they are to me. That's just me.
Is it wrong for me to want to feel appreciated and taken care of too? Tonight...I don't. I feel left and unimportant and unwanted. Whatever. I'm going to bed now. I'll wake up tomorrow and just go on as though nothing bothers me...because what fun would I be if I brought people down. Must suck to be human sometimes.
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AND RUN AWAY AND NEVER EVER COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!
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Aww, Jenny! I love you! Seems we were feeling about the same things at the same times, just on two different continents.
I think the hard times just make the better times even more worth it. Sometimes I feel so useless over here because you can't do some of the things I used to do in the US to make people happy, or make them smile. For example, you can't buy someone a flower for a random reason because they just don't do that and they don't really like it, which makes it really odd. I guess that's just another difference between people. Guess it just adds the challenge of trying to figure out what people like here and giving them what they need/like/want instead of giving them what i like/need/want :P Weird tangent.. sorry :P
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